So after a little over two years on dA, I'm leaving.

Not.

I've just relocated.



I'll probably be deleting my favourite pieces and uploading them again on my new account.

Hm. Where to begin?
Okay.

1. Yes, it's true. I have no friends. I'm used to it already. I'm not asking for pity or anything thing but when you've been lonely most you're life, it turns into an everyday thing.
2. Just because you swear doesn't mean you're automatically cool. I know. Shocking, right?
3. Lying doesn't make you cool, either. Another shocker, eh?
4. Sometimes, I seem like I care but I really don't.
5. Badminton rackets are not meant to be scrapped on floors or hit on poles.
6. inside jokes. Nothing is worse than talking to someone and having them suddenly giggle insanely and say, "Sorry, inside joke." Oh! HAHA LUL AI GITZ EET NAO! YEW FUNI! ...No. Just no.

Anyway. School's been a little stressful. I had this flute recital thing and math was making me go crazy. Nailed the recital and I dropped math. Load offa my shoulders. xD

And I got sick. AGIAN. Ugh.

Need to get back to drawing. -____-

I got accepted to Seneca College and Centennial College. (: Yay~ That's pretty exiting news, I guess. I'm still waiting for George Brown's reply. 'Cause the location is closest to my house.

Anyway. I just read Ai Baby again. I think that's the 4th time. Yes, it's just that good. And I like the artist's style. The characters look so cool. (:

I've been feeling really lonely. It feels like everyone has someone to hang out with except for me. There's no one that I can ever just call up and go hang out with. It's really sucks. This loneliness is kind of eating me up from within. Really, I feel like crying so often because I feel that lonely. During March Break, I don't even know what I did all day. All I know is that I didn't talk to anyone. I just sat in my room for hours doing who knows what. I can't even remember what I did.

When people ask how you are, do you always say that you're good or okay? I usually say taht I'm alright but it's such a lie. If I say that I'm not alright and that I'm actually really lonely, how would they react. Everyone is so absorbed in their own problems that I just don't matter.

One of my best friends thinks that her life is just horrible. At least she has people that call her our to hang. At least she has people who constantly care about her. My cell phone is my baby but no one ever calls it unless they need something from me. Is it too much to ask for a friend? I just want a friend!

I don't want to talk to anyone about this because then I would be just like everyone else; absorbed in their own "hurt". But what do I do? I can't just keep this all in because it feels like it's killing me.

If only someone would take notice and give me a hug or something, because that's something I really need.

That's right. I've been on dA for 2 years! I was going to drawing something yesterday, but I totally forgot. ><

On a side not, I'm sick. ):

- <33

I had a full blown rant typed out and everything but I went to post it and there was an ERROR. I HATE YOU, STUPID ERROR! Anyway... I just decided I'm going to make a to do list. LOL Will I actually do all of it?

Sign in for college aps
Straw star tute
Another drawing of Agito&Akira or Agito&Kaito
Rose tute

That's all I can think of right now. ._.